I haven't been on the forums for a long time. I am surprised I remembered my log in info. I'm sad to say that what brings me back here is the loss of my precious Missy. On October 8, 2014 she passed away here at home at the age of 5 years old. She developed epilepsy over this past year and our vet suspects she finally suffered brain damage and/or a stroke. I don't want to go into details but she passed surrounded by all of us who loved her dearly.
I wanted to come back here to get some of the very first pictures I took of her and posted - I was so proud of her and I was so happy to feel a sense of community here on the forums, even though I didn't post much I enjoyed learning more and more about this breed everyday. I'm also grateful to those who have shared their experiences on here for all of us to see and to learn from.
Her passing came at an already very stressful time in my life and I feel guilty for not spending more time with her the past few months. I would even tell her that some nights; I would talk to her before I went to sleep about how much I love her, and that I'm sorry and how I promise I won't be so busy soon. I feel terrible about everything and I just wish I could have done something different. But I know she knew she was loved, all the way up until her last few minutes.
The rest of my life will be a little less bright.
I wanted to come back here to get some of the very first pictures I took of her and posted - I was so proud of her and I was so happy to feel a sense of community here on the forums, even though I didn't post much I enjoyed learning more and more about this breed everyday. I'm also grateful to those who have shared their experiences on here for all of us to see and to learn from.
Her passing came at an already very stressful time in my life and I feel guilty for not spending more time with her the past few months. I would even tell her that some nights; I would talk to her before I went to sleep about how much I love her, and that I'm sorry and how I promise I won't be so busy soon. I feel terrible about everything and I just wish I could have done something different. But I know she knew she was loved, all the way up until her last few minutes.
The rest of my life will be a little less bright.
Loss
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